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She-Wolf and the Sacred Womb

February 6, 2018

I have never been able to let go in front of people, and the idea of kundalini and shakti awakening through dance scares the shit out of me and makes me nauseated. I also feel a deep awe for the fearless people who put themselves through this and really let go, I’ve seen them, It’s not me but I wish it was. I wish I could be that free. Even in my own privacy I could not be that free,…

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Red Road

November 18, 2017

A shamanic journey I had where I cleared a lot of debris that no longer served me. It weighed me down, sapped my energy and filled me w toxicity. In this journey the debris was removed, seeds planted and replaced with a dance to help them grow. My poem to this journey: A long time ago they sent prayer from Pachamama to Great Spirit, bringing that prayer down to illuminate her and her children. Planting illuminated seeds that were touched…

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Are you addicted to healing?

March 29, 2017

Healing is very important, it’s becoming aware of what is blocking you from being in your power and potential and clearing those blockages with love, understanding, forgiveness and grace so you can make space in yourself to be your true authentic self. But when does it become too much? Ever since I’ve been on this path, I’ve been addicted to it and it’s always served me well, but lately I’ve noticed that all I do is healing, all my money…

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Meeting your true self in the Middle World

March 28, 2017

I went to the park and collected about 20 White Cockatoo and Corella feathers, found a nice spot and lay under a tree and put on my Harner drumming track and began to journey to meet my true self in the middle world. This was one of my assignments in the Shamanic course I’m in the process of. I went to the lower world and called out to my animal friends, they were already there waiting in a line, Bear was…

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Releasing sexual trauma from past lives and Kundalini awakening

March 28, 2017

Building up to the mother-load… For ever and ages I’ve had this nagging feeling that I’m forgetting something really messed up. I would be sitting down when suddenly invasive cruel images would interrupt my thoughts, these fear-based scenarios were often in full detail, horrific and always had to do with sexual predatory acts. These acts would never involve me, but it was as though I was seeing them happening to somebody else and was feeling what the victim was going…

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Black Cockatoo Power Animal

January 27, 2017

I made this for a friend who keeps seeing the black cockatoo. The black cockatoo represents spirit strengthening and significant changes in your life that can stir your emotions and make them ‘rain’ so to speak. You may have thought about changing your life path or goals recently and renew them. Black cockatoo frees us from emotional and spiritual blockages and helps us release and express ourselves in these areas that previously held us back. They allow us to have…

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the great knowing

March 9, 2016

Written by Deborah Kantor   What happens to us when dark energies surround us? What does the energy want? What does it feed on? The answer is light, your light. Since I was young I could sense and sometimes see energy, especially dark energy. When I would go to sleep at night demonic faces would appear and try to scare me, I was scared for a very long time when I suddenly realized that these ‘things’ would react when I…

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