Browsing Category

words

Are you addicted to healing?

March 29, 2017

Healing is very important, it’s becoming aware of what is blocking you from being in your power and potential and clearing those blockages with love, understanding, forgiveness and grace so you can make space in yourself to be your true authentic self. But when does it become too much? Ever since I’ve been on this path, I’ve been addicted to it and it’s always served me well, but lately I’ve noticed that all I do is healing, all my money…

Continue Reading

Meeting your true self in the Middle World

March 28, 2017

I went to the park and collected about 20 White Cockatoo and Corella feathers, found a nice spot and lay under a tree and put on my Harner drumming track and began to journey to meet my true self in the middle world. This was one of my assignments in the Shamanic course I’m in the process of. I went to the lower world and called out to my animal friends, they were already there waiting in a line, Bear was…

Continue Reading

Releasing sexual trauma from past lives and Kundalini awakening

March 28, 2017

Building up to the mother-load… For ever and ages I’ve had this nagging feeling that I’m forgetting something really messed up. I would be sitting down when suddenly invasive cruel images would interrupt my thoughts, these fear-based scenarios were often in full detail, horrific and always had to do with sexual predatory acts. These acts would never involve me, but it was as though I was seeing them happening to somebody else and was feeling what the victim was going…

Continue Reading

Beating Drums and White Rum

May 15, 2016

Poem written by Deborah Kantor I approached the beach with my new friends; we walk barefoot under the moon carrying blankets and white rum. I hear the locals ahead. Hands-beating excitedly on djembe skins, sounds like coconuts being hit together and spurs my own heart to break-free from its chest at this very sight.   The bellows of men hum beneath the high-pitched strains of the women in song. Clapping, dancing, feet and sand in the air, breasts flapping and…

Continue Reading

journey to soul womb

May 15, 2016

Poem written by Deborah Kantor   My body is like a thorn bush Tangled, twisted and unwelcoming, I touch it and I bleed.   My soul parts hide in its branches Afraid to come out Afraid to stand out Afraid to make a peep   The eyes of my soul look down within me Filled with all the oceans of the world, all the lakes, rivers and creeks   They pour out with nowhere to go They sing a song…

Continue Reading

finding your presence

May 11, 2016

Written by Deborah Kantor It’s hard for me to speak up. My soul leaves my body and my body is left with a clattering chattering mind that has proven to be my enemy since I was a child. It has told me that I’m no good and that I’m bad and should feel guilt and shame and whatever bad thing it decides to tell me that day. It’s the same mind that turned on me and wanted me to end…

Continue Reading

true self vs ego

April 25, 2016

Written by Deborah Kantor This is something I’ve struggled with my whole life- where does my true-self begin and where does my ego end? The two run side by side, one is sometimes faster than the other but the two seem to always be in some kind of a race with each other. My ego was at the front line for many years; then when I was about 24 things changed. I suddenly felt sad and out of control, unsatisfied…

Continue Reading